I commit myself to find and eradicate every pattern such
as blame in which I abdicate responablity for myself - I take back my
responsabilty and live behaviour that is based in practical common sense in
alignment with what is best for all
I commit myself to whenever the thoughts of “I will not
make it – I am not able to do it on my own” come up and exist in my mind delete
them as the justifications/excuses they are to not face me as my creation as
the mind – I stop justifying giving up in considering breath as life
I stop allowing myself to abusing myself as life in using
others as psycological crutches to divert responability to – I stop and delete
the believe that this is in any way possible – I realize the idea that I could
divert the responsibility for myself as life is always Self-Deception
When and as the thought of “I will not make it” comes up
in my mind – I stop and breathe – I realize that in accepting this though
within me I am giving up before I have even begun and going into an whining
mode where I make myself believe that there “is something to achieve that i can
not have/be/fullfill” which is not what life is about and not what I will
accept and allow within myself – I breath here, walking myself out of the mind
one step at a time, one breath at in every moment of every breath
When and as facing my mind – I remind myself that the
phyiscal world that is really here do know nothing of “the things I am going
through” – which is the common sense prove the “the things I am going through
in my Mind are Illusions
I commit myself to realize and make myself aware of that “the
things I go through” as Experience are in fact my creation and in this based in
self-sabotage and self-manipulation to try and justify why I can not change, why
I do not change – I assist and support myself in not allowing myself to take
bullshit from my mind and simply accept experiances/emotions/feelings as valid
just because they come up in my mind
When and as I see the thought of “I am not able to make it
on my own” comes up in my mind – I stop and breathe – I realize and see that in
this thought I am completely manipulating myself to justify giving up on myself
and giving into self-interest – i realize that in that actually this is a
fear-sentence that reveales my self-interst to OWN something which is the Greed
which i allow in accepting giving up on myself and allowing the thought as me –
thus I take a breath, delete the thought and walk moment for moment, breath by
breath
I see/realize/understand that I have created the “things
that I go through” by in the first place accepting the
thought/believe/definition of “I am not able to make it on my own” as me, wherein
I have given the mind as relationships power over and directive principle of me
for consciousness to create itself
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