I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself
to make it a pattern in my life to abdicate the responsibility and abiltiy to
direct myself outside of myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself
to think and believe that I am unable to direct myself instead of
seeing/realinzing that I am living the exact same pattern that I have copied
from my mother as the believe that I “will not make it – I am not able to do it
on my own”
I this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to
see/realize/understand that other beings/people can always ever be a
(pyschological) chrutch or patch but in fact its always me and me alone that is
responsible for my life
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the
backchat of “I will not make” It to come up
within my mind when faced with
myself or situations that I have to go/work through alone and in this
sabotaging myself from the beginning, before I even started to take on what in
fact is my responsibility – in this I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the
situations that “I have to go through” is me as my creation as what I have
created my life to be thus It is basically to firstly change my perspective from
“things happening to me – Things that I have to go through” and realizing that
what I am experiancing is all my creation, not meaning that I do “completely
create the world alone” but my experience of myself and the
life-path/experiances/situations is my co-creations and thus my responsabiltity
I forgive myself that I have I have accepted and allowed
myself to think and believe that there are actually separate Things/Experiances
that I have to go through, like floating towards me – instead of
seeing/realizing that the phyisical world walk through or stand in when I go
through internal Experiances is and remains always the same, stable and does
know nothing of “the things that I go through”
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself
to not realize that in the thought “iam not gonna make it” I have already
created a complete illusion as a experience that I apparently “go through” when
actually it as me as a creation of me comes up in and as my mind so what I am
going through is in fact my self-created Mind that I then use/abuset to further
give away my directive principle and responsibility to the mind in the form of
creating/ relationships to people/things that I relay on to tell me what to
do/how/who to be – in this further validating the conditioned relationships of
dependency – instead of in the first place seeing/realizing/understanding that
the “things I go through” is selfmanipulation in and as the mind and then
actually taking reponsablity to direct myself to face and walk out of the
self-Creation
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowd the
Backchat of “I am not able to make it on my own” to come up and exist within my
mind where in give away my ability to respond and face whatever comes up as my
self-creations as the mind that I call the things that I have to go through –
but sentence myself to believe that I need someone/something outside of myself
to “help/support me face myself/mind as my own creations” when in fact no one
can help me walk/face my mind as it is my illusion, not anyone eslses – wherin
what I am actually saying is “I have already given up on myself – and into the
mind for it to have me”
I forgive myslef that I have never allowed myself to
consider that have created the “things that I have to go through” sole beacause
my having given away the ability to direct myself in self-responsabilty as Life
to the Mind in the statement/believe of “I am not able to make it on my own”
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to
see/realize and consider that the victimzation, dependency, emotional
reactions, blame, supressions, Depressions, Personalities, Characters, Ego are
all Self-creations from that stem from the creation-process of relationships
and that the Relationship-creation-processes is the fundamental to giving away
the power to the mind, or back then to a relationship-system that was developed
into the mind
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